aku sayang dia...

aku sayang dia....

hanya dia peneman aku tika aku berduka....

dia saja yang sentiasa di sisi aku walau ke mana pun aku pergi...

hanya dia yg faham diri aku.....

walau pun dia tidak pandai berkata-kata tapi bila melihat dia hati aku cukup senang....

aku tidak akan benarkan sesiapa pun menyakiti dia kerana aku sangat sayang dia...

hanya dia yang menemani aku jika aku perlukan ketenangan....

tika hati aku bergetar dan resah aku dapat rasakan yang dirinya juga akan resah...

aku lebih rela serahkan segala-galanya pada si dia....

jika dia sakit aku akan segera mencari ubat untuk si dia kerana si dia begitu penting bagi aku....

dia telah banyak berkorban untuk aku....

dia yang sentiasa mendengar celoteh aku....

mendengar suara sumbang aku menyanyi tika kami berjalan-jalan....

mendengar segala isi hati aku.....

mendengar segala cacian makian aku terhadap orang lain....

dia tidak pernah bersungut dengan diri aku....

aku rela berhabis duit untuk si dia asalkan dia gembira dan sentiasa di sisi aku....

tiada kata dapat digambarkan bagaimana sayangnya aku pada si dia....

hanya dia yang setia di sisi aku....

aku akan menjaga dia sebaik mungkin....

aku sayang kau......

siapa dia??dia adalah di bawah ini.....jeng jeng jeng.....

inilah sayang aku no 1....hahaha entri ini untuk syg ku yg 1 ini.... =)

bosan!! bosan!! bosan!!

saya bosan dengan keadaan begini....
saya begitu bosan jadi begini......
bosan bosan bosan....
ohh can someone take me somewhere....
somewhere that i can throw away all this thing....
ohh memang bosan....

*maaf entri aku selalu kekacauan dua menjak ini.......

yang terindah ost adamaya

sejak2 citer adamaya tu popular aku rasa lagu yang terindah ni best pulak.....hmmm utk 'awak' lagu ni utk awak walau awak xtaw blog sy ni tp sy tetap nak tujukan lagu ni kat awak.... T_T


Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

aku hipokrit

kita tidak sanggup untuk benci orang yang kita sayang...

jadi disebabkan itulah, kita hanya mampu mengelak dari dia untuk hilangkan rasa sayang...

hati yang sedih tak perlu ditunjukkan kerana kita hanya akan buat orang di sekeliling kita risau...

maka, sebab itu kita prlu sentiasa gembira walaupun terpaksa berpura-pura...

walaupun hati kita yang terluka teruk...

kita perlu tunjukkan yang kita gembira supaya orang yang kita sayang di sekeliling kita turut gembira...

walau apa pun yang terjadi kita perlu berani menerima kenyataan dan hidup perlu diteruskan...

100 truths (copy from facebook)

ok ni ade satu notes kat FB aku kena tag so kalau korang nak wat leh je copy wat kat FB korang ok...


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish




WHAT WAS YOUR:


1. Last beverage = 100 plus
2. Last phone call = niena..
3. Last text message = ok..papai...gd nite beb...
4. Last song you listened to = yang terindah - dakmie ost adamaya...HAHA
5. Last time you cried = can't remember....


HAVE YOU EVER:


6. Dated someone twice = emmm.....
7. Been cheated on = so many times.....huhu
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = nope!!!
9. Lost someone special = yup...
10. Been depressed = all d time!!
11. Been drunk and threw up = never...


FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS-


12. blue of coz
13. black sgt menawan
14. purple 


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)


15. Made a new friend = emm in FB yup...
16. Fallen out of love = emmm can i skip??HAHA
17. Laughed until you cried = so many times...hehe
18. Met someone who changed you = think so!
19. Found out who your true friends were = oh yes....
20. Found out someone was talking about you = emm nope...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = nope...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = so many...majority i know them...
23. How many kids do you want to have = 4 onlyy...hehe
24. Do you have any pets = cats and i love them...


25. Do you want to change your name? = no...i love my name ok...
26. What did you do for your last birthday = celebrate with family...wee~~
27. What time did you wake up today = 7.00a.m sumting...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = online lorr...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my elaun...bila nak dapat ni??huhu
30. Last time you saw your Mother = kat ruang tamu...she had a fever...huhu
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = all that happen in this past 2 years..huhu...T_T
32. What are you listening to right now = korean song...dunno what the title...


33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = err my cat ada la...haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing...
35. Most visited webpage = FACEBOOKKKKKKK..and emel of coz...
36. Whats your name = perlu dirahsiakan sementara waktu ini T__T
37. Nicknames: a lot too...macam2 la...tp lat blog still tak leh dipaparkan...belom time... T__T
38. Relationship Status = it's complicated
39. Zodiac sign = capricorn
40. Male or Female? = err khunsa??HAHA female of coz...
41. Primary School = SK BUKIT BARU, SK AYER KEROH MELAKA...
42. Middle School = SMK BUKIT BARU, SMK MUNSYI ABDULLAH (FORM 6)
43. Colleges = UiTM
44. Hair colour = i dunno my colour hair..its between black and brown..so wats we called dats??
45. Long or short = SHORT...RIMAS RAMBUT PANJANG..HAHA
46. Perfume (current)= hope from silky... ;p
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yup...that's why it's complicated between me n him...haha
48: What do you like about yourself? = everything... ;p
49. Piercings = on my ear...
50. Tattoos = nope and never!!!
51. Righty or lefty = righty...(ni maksud dia kita tulis tangan mana kan??) HAHAHA


FIRSTS :


52. First surgery = never had a surgery!!
53. First piercing = standard six i think....
54. First best friend = can't mention it...nanti yg laen terasa...hoho
55. First sport you joined = errr football??HAHA 
56. First vacation = emm???


RIGHT NOW


59. Eating = nope...
60. Drinking = mineral water..
61. I'm about to = sleep!!!
62. Listening to = bunyi kipas... LOL
63. Waiting for = time to sleep...hoho


YOUR FUTURE :


64. Want kids? more than one? = yes!!
65. Want to get Married? = of coz lor...
66. Career? = didn't think about it rite now...hoho 


WHICH IS BETTER :


67. Lips or eyes = EYES!!
68. Hugs or kisses = HUGS!!
69. Shorter or Taller = TALLER!!
70. Older or Younger = OLDER!!
71. Romantic or spontaneous = SPONTANEOUS!! SO I CAN LAUGH AND LAUGH!!HAHA
72. smart or good face = SMART!!
73. Sensitive or loud = EMM?? DUNNO...
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker!! HAHA


HAVE YOU EVER :


76. Kissed a stranger = NOPE!! giler!!
77. Drank hard liquor= nope!!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yup...
79. Sex on first date = haram!!! hoho
80. Broken someone's heart = so many times i think...HAHA
81. Had your own heart broken = so many times too...HAHA
82. Been arrested = nope!!
83. Turned someone down = ermmm??? dunno....
84. Cried when someone died = yes....
85. Fallen for a friend? = yes!! hehe


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = emm??dunno....HAHA XD
87. Miracles = yeah!! allah itu maha besar!! :)
88. Love at first sight = pernah kot....
89. Heaven = yep!! mesti la....
90. Santa Claus = emm...utk besday aku ye...HAHAHA
91. Kiss on the first date = believe in kiss first date??what does it mean??HAHAHA
92. Angels = yup....


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = terpaksa jujur...yup...
95. Did you sing today? = of coz..it's one of my hobby...HAHA
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = erm yup...hahaha
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = MIDDLE SCHOOL TIME!!! REALLY MIZ IT!!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = can't remember...hoho
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = nope...aku mudah jatuh cinta (jujur ni) HAHAHAHA
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = err yup...haha
TRUTH!! XD

kenapa begitu??

selama ni aku tertipu....
aku begitu bodoh kerana percaya yg kau untukku dan aku untuk kau....
namun sekali lagi aku telah tertipu...
kamu semua memang begitu ke??
memang hanya nak yg punya rupa??
aku sedar aku siape....
aku sedar aku tiada rupa dan juga harta...
namun tolongg lah hargai diriku walau aku tiada rupa dan juga harta...
kerna harta dan rupa itu hanya akan kekal di dunia yg sementara ini...
selama ini aku tak pernah susahkan kamu semua tp kenapa kamu semua rasa susah dengan diri aku yang sebegini??
jika kamu semua tak pernah ikhlas berkawan dengan aku kamu semua boleh berambus dari hidup aku...
aku tak perlukan kalian semua....
aku masih ada kawan2 yang lain yang ikhlas berkawan dengan aku tanpa mengira siapa aku....
mungkin salah ku juga kerana mengharapkan yg bukan2 dari kamu....
terima kasih kerana memberi harapan2 palsu kepada aku....
terima kasih kerana menghina diri aku dalam cara yang paling halus....
terima kasih aku ucapkan....
kamu boleh keluar dari hidup aku....
aku betul betul terkilan dengan sikap kamu....
selamat tinggal....