Two years~

sedar tak sedar dah dua tahun lebih peristiwa tu.
baru kini aku sedar yang aku tak boleh terima keadaan ni.
he is so special to me. when i said special i mean it. so so so special.
you can't imagine how special he was to me.
back to two years ago, i was happy with him eventhough i had someone in my heart but he is the best.
he always there for me when i really need someone.
he always advice me and guide waht to do when i have problems.
we always support each other in anything we do.
and the most important thing is he was there besides me, always, lebih-lebih lagi masa aku putus cinta rasa nak tercabut nyawa dulu.

i miss this sweet memory time. aku tak rasa perasaan ni bila hangout dengan orang lain. it's different with you.

no one can ever replace him.
i really miss the day bila kitorang hangout berdua.
but now he had his own life now.
he has a girlfriend but he has totally change.
aku dah jadi jauh sangat dengan dia.
bila aku ade problems or nak share something happy dengan dia aku kena fikir berkali kali.
sebab takut girlfriend dia jeles nanti.

paling aku terasa, bila hari tu konvoi raya aku ada amek gambar berdua dengan dia.
tapi bila upload kat FB dia langsung tak masukkan gambar tu.
kenapa sampai macam tu sekali?bukan ke girlfriend dia kenal aku, tahu kedudukan aku di sisi dia?
but nevermind. aku rela berundur demi kebahagiaan dia.

for you, i really miss you and our happy time together.
i may sound selfish but i really hope that i can have you back like before.
ini bukan bermakna aku cintakan kau tapi aku cuma rindukan sahabat baik aku.
aku cuma perlukan someone yang really really understand me.
even aku hangout dengan girlfriends aku, tapi mereka tak sama dengan kau.
sebab bila aku dengan kau aku feel secure and happy even aku ada problems.

and now i've realise that our friendship is not worth it for you to protect.
you rather lost your bestfriend forever than your girlfriend.
but for me, you always there in my heart and no one can ever replace you even if i have a boyfriend.
aku masih dan akan sentiasa anggap kau bestfriend aku.
dan aku akan sentiasa ada kalau kau perlukan bahu untuk menangis seperti dulu dulu.